Once I started making my own money, back in 9th grade, I went from buying one obsession to another. First it was clothes, shoes, handbags, makeup, nail polish, jewelry making, scrapbooking and repeat. I’m always wanting more and more and it never seemed to be enough.
 
I hate to admit that I am materialistic because the word MATERIALISTIC has such a negative connotation. To be materialistic means one only cares about material things and the possession of goods. That surely doesn’t describe me! Or does it?

If you haven't heard/read anything about Essena O'Neill coming clean about how social media has affected her please check out her new website here. After you've watched the first few videos you'll have a better understanding of this post.

I am inspired by Essena's movement and her openness to admitting the truth about her insecurities, anxiety, and depression in her instagram photos, although she seems to be living the "dream life." After reading her *edited captions* on her instagram post, I was inspired to take a look at my instagram pictures and explain the stories behind the images.